im doing an elemental set of photomanipulations. if you want an element to be done of you, let me know. and send me a picture to jaysonnewport@yahoo.com and ill make judgmental.
air, fire and water already taken.
ill accept earth, spirit, demi, death, ice...(ect) as elements.




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okkkaayyy. a couple of things that i need to put out there.



I. im definitely not dead although i have been absent for a while. i contribute that to my hectic life.

II. im doing an elemental set of photomanipulations. if you want an element to be done of you, let me know.
air, fire and water already taken.
ill accept earth, spirit, demi, death, ice...(ect) as elements.

III. someone said that one of my poems didnt show up in their inbox. can you all do me a favor and check to make sure my art is showing up? please and thank you.



Jayson Adiema Newport
*kelly was complaining about the misspelling of attempt. i forgot the t apparently. there you go. it has a 't' now. happy? you should be.

my best friend hates me right now which hurts me because she so important to me. i don't even know for sure what I've done wrong. GIRLS! seriously, one of the times im so glad im gay because i do not get them. im drinking it out to the great and beautiful Justin Timberlake and everyone's favourite pop princess Britney. it helps, but not enough.

if i can ask a favor from you guys, my wonderful watchers, request something. im open to all forms of computer artwork i can do. colouring drawings for you, writing poems/songs for you, or photo manipulations. im really bored and upset and id like to artistically work myself to the point of not being able to think anymore. just give me an idea you want to see and tell me as much detail about what you want. ill do my best.

song of the update: what goes around by Justin Timberlake.

videos of the the update: skins video to stripped by shiny toy guns [link] and the unofficial/DE Media version video for attack attack's song Stick Stickly [link] because it reminds me of Kelly.

there are a lot of people in that box, Nyssa, and so i must say no. i will not be put in the box with everyone...

Nyssa posted a journal with the question 'do i believe in god?' her thoughts on it were refreshing and very cultivated. it was lovely to hear someone think so openly..... it was inspiring. so here i am to answer the same question...

do I believe in god? the answer is complicated... your religion really goes down to how you were raised.

i was raised in a very closed minded family growing up. i don't remember too terribly much about my father, but the whole time we (Megan, James, and i) were growing up we were told how to do everything short of breathe. mom was strict on the music played in her house, only preaching and news and children friendly shows were bought on our telly. and from the time i can remember we went to church twice a week. mom made us study the bible at home. she was very christian... and everything was okay until i started thinking homosexual thoughts. they'd always been there i guess and id just had them shoved away. whenever i came out i stopped believing in god for pathetic merciless ways.

ive been through a lot of stages in the religion thing... i was way christian then not at all..... then, now, i have some kind of balance. ive been though a hell of a lot, and its impossible for me to believe in that god that had me trapped in the box. i think once you get out you cant get back in.... you know too much then, because i cant ever go back to being in that box, when everything i love is outside.

all back story aside now, do i believe in god? no. do i believe the universe is too complex to be an accident? actually no. the greatest things happen by accident.
i do believe there could be something somewhere with a plan, but ive done okay on my own so far, so im staying out of the box.

Colors or Black and White?
colours

Pink or Purple?
pink. its my favourite.

Yellow or Green?
yellow, green is gross

Apple or Orange?
Orange unless the apple is yellow.

Fairy or Princess?
Fairies are lovely.

Panda or Kangaroo?
kangaroos are creepy, so panda.

Analog or Digital?
digital

Coke or Pepsi?
Pepsi, coke tastes like what people imagine toxic waste to...

Coffee or Tea?
Tea

Cake or Ice Cream?
Ice cream, unless the cake is red velvet with cream cheese icing.

Miami Dolphins or New York Jets?
A/n

Hockey or Soccer?
blokes in.. er soccer are cuter. <3

Summer or Winter Olympics?
summer

Rollerblade or Iceskate?
neither.

Fire or Ice?
fire is ever changing but ice is completely unchanging... both are beautiful but both are tragic.

Dildo or Vibrator?
Vibrator.

Beatles or Rolling Stones?
ROLLING STONES!

Elton John or Billy Joel?
billy joel.

Gold or Silver?
silver. no matter what its better.

Metallica or Slayer?
Metallica

In tic-tac-toe, are you the X or O?
er this is a dumb question....... but x?

Heads or Tails?
.
.
.
HEADS!

School or Work?
Neither.

Bowling or Rollerskating?
rollerskating.

Hurricane or Earthquake?
hurricane if i had to pick. i cant just pretend it doesn't exist... its hard to ignore the world crashing down around you.

Too fat or too skinny?
id rather be too skinny.

Coffe with creamer or black?
BLACK

Amazing Race or Survivor?
er what? ..........neither....

Domestic or Foreign car?
expensive and reliable. AND BEAUTIFUL.

Miami Ink or L.A. Ink?
i dont want a tattoo....

Sandals or Tennis Shoes?
fuck...... um neither.

Twister or Connect Four?
Twister... touchy games make for horny men :]

Florida or California?
miami was lovely, but how bout Manhattan?

Poems or Short Stories?
Poems

50 Cent or 2pac?
those choices are dreadful.

Atlantic or Pacific ocean?
PACIFIC!

Oprah or Dr. Phil?
Oprah. the lesser of two evils.

Scrapbooking or photography?
scrapbooking.

MacDonald's or Burger King?
NEITERH! gross. fast food in general is disgusting.

Red or White wine?
RED has more tart than white.

Love or Lust?
BOTH together?

Hamburgers or hot dogs?
hamburger.

Funny or romantic?
romantic <33

Abercrombie or Hollister?
hollister.

Public or Private School?
private.

Rings or necklaces?

White or dark chocolate?
white! <3

Life in Prison or Dealth Penalty?
if i HAD to chose one for me? or for someone else? in general i think death penalty is sick, but i would pick it for myself.

Truth or Dare?
DARE

Surfing or snowboarding?
Surf

Soft candy or hard candy?
COTTON CANDY!

Phone or e-mail?
neither. how bout in person? i thinks that better.

Pizza or chicken wings?
chicken.

Spiderman or batman?
Spiderman i guess.

Fruit or vegetable?
fruits are better.

Indoors or Outdoors?
outdoors unless its frigid and wet...

TV or computer?
Computer