im gone and ill be gone for a while. im in Miami with Vanessa and Emily. i love you guys but bye for now

i hope you forgive me Kelly, but i need this, im scared and confused.
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yo, so jayboos showering and this emily. we are totally getting out of this place for a bit to have some fun. he wanted to be to tell his population on this thats hes okay. and hell yes he is. its been far too long since vessy, jay, and me have been together. far too long, so ill just make sure he stays where he belongs this time.

so what the fuck else do i put in this shit? i guess since hes taking so long in that shower(jeez hes so girly. i cant imagine why....) ill just ramble. im a nyc girl, born and raised, so miami, fl is like a whole new world and jay being a brit and all deff agrees. hes loving it. ive been trying to break this gross habbit he has of listening to shit like..... adam lambert or whatever. hes been listening to real music.

my song of right now, since jays a music nerd,......................... is either birthday sex by jeremih or My Drinking Song by Lil Wyte

thats all now. we have a driver waiting for us. later.



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just an update to say im still alive. im hanging out in miami at stevens house. he lived in the same neighborhood as me, and his parents had a beautiful car, no clue what type. so he called us when we were headed to nyc. he wanted us to come down and chill. so we did.

james, not my brother but Vanessa's bf, and steven, hes really cute, have this beautiful flat. i mean its small compared to his parents house, but i use to live in the rich part of manhattan, so that doesnt mean much. he knows this great place to hang out.

so im alright. thats all, bye =]